here's to you, dad.
you're so awesome.
now, because you don't know me. you don't get to decide if i'm good enough to leave out of your life. i decide that i'm good enough to realize i'm not going to stand being chosen last anymore.
and when you wake up one day and realize that i'm gone. that you've finally pushed me out of your life, you'll miss me. i swear you will.
because i was the one who told you who you could be. the kind of person you used to be. i encouraged you to use this one life of yours. but you refused.
you chose some five cent lobster over your entire family.
and i sincerely hope that you don't end up miserable.
because that's the way it's looking.
